Sunday, February 19, 2012

blah, blah, blah...

JAN. 10th... 6PM
  ...She sits at computer, drumming nails mindlessly on key board trying to put thoughts into words regarding the events of the last few weeks... she feels guilty she has put coming here off so many times, she feels as tho she has disappointed whatever few readers she may have, and figures the only people who are still checking in are lurkers who are waiting to watch her fail and her mom...
                                                                                                                                                    Hi Mom.
  She sighs, and decides maybe what she had to say wasn't as important as she thought, so she closes lap top and go reads Little House book to daughter...


JAN 13th... 7:15AM
... Witty sayings about the day fresh in brain she begins to type, gets distracted by coffee pot or purring cat, or possibly even sleepy eyed child... she leaves computer for mere moments to find that what was only moments ago thought witty, now seems trite and so she again closes laptop and goes about day...


FEB 3rd... 3:00PM
   ...realizing it is only a mere 12 days till her favorite holiday, and wanting to share her ideas for loads of sweet treats she begins compiling thoughts and lists and recipes... even a things I ♥ post.
Computer overheats. with a sigh she closes laptop and sets cookbooks aside... leaves to pick up kiddos from school and magnificent blog post is all but forgotten...

FEB 11th... 8:30AM
  ...Its 3 days till Valentines day. And she has 3 days left to start her "chocolate week" blog party she has been planning. Computer overheats once, she keeps on going... she runs errands and takes pics, plans projects and gets kiddos treats together... then she sits down once again to share the love she has been planning with her readers, only to find her heart wasn't really in it... so she scraps the whole thing, begins to cry, and for a second considers deleting entire blog...

FEB 19th... 9PM
   ...finally she gets up the nerve to really face what has kept her from this place, she has come home... full force...  she sits at computer praying that someone is still out there
                                                  
                                                                                                                   {besides Mother... hi mom. }



Tawny C would like to thank the supporters of The Daily Icing blog, and asks that they hold on to their underpants (and other under type things) as she plans to knock their socks off for the rest of her life...

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